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Monday, November 29, 2010

you are the only exception;;

when i was younger i saw, my daddy cry and curse at the wind.
he broke his own heart and i watched, as he tried to reassemble it
and my momma swore that she would, never let herself forget
and that was the day that i promised
i would never sing of love, if it does not exist.

the only reason i created this blog in the first place was to share my view with people about life. but nobody seems to be reading it, so this will probably be my last post.


caitlin xox

Sunday, November 28, 2010

i miss missing you;;

where's the love that we couldn't ignore
it doesnt kick like a pill anymore.

My friend and I have been on and off fighting for the last month or so, and I'm worrying that it'll never get back to normal. He's the one who's been there for me since as far back as I can remember and I'm afraid that I'm loosing him..

All the fights have been for stupid reasons and I can't figure out what I'm doing wrong.

let it snow let it snow let it snow.

ima spacebound rocketship and your hearts the moon. ♥

curled up by the fire texting my friend. this is the first time we've talked properly in 2 months. i'm getting sick of all the broken conversations. i'm trying to tell him how i feel, but it's not working very well.

throw dirt on me and grow a wildflower

And if you come up from under that water and there's fresh air, just breathe baby, God's got a blessin' to spare. I know the process is so much stress but it's the progress that feels the best. I came from the projects straight to success and you're next, just try, they can't steal your pride, it's inside. Then find it and keep on grindin' 'cause in every dark cloud theres a silver linin'; I know.

caitlin here. i've been making my christmas list today. all the snow is making me feel in a christmasy mood. its been snowing since last night. it's great.

sitting down in my pj'mas watching xfactor. my favourites: one direction, cher.
least favourites: wagner, katie.

i apologize even though i know its lies;;

drop to my knees and i'm pleadin,
i'm tryna stop you from leaving,
you wont even listen so fuck it,
i'm tryna stop you from breathing.

itss;;caaitlin. im also a huge eminem fan, just to let you know.
his lyrics are just so easy to relate to, and explain my own life quite alot.

he's had a rough life himself, and yet he never thinks about himself. all he thinks about are his daughters and making people happy through his music.

eminem is so real. i must say my favourite song is spacebound or til i collapse.

no one can take away your dreams.

Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see, when there aint nothing in sight
Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?
someone tell me why.

my name is caitlin. this is my first blog. as some of you guessed, i'm a total tupac junky. my blogs will mainly be about random shit, oh yeah, i swear ALOT.